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Sunday, 12 October 2008

  • y me?

    Just when life seems to be going so great...it turns around and bites you in the ass...HARD!  Nothing in life is going my way any more these days.  I have lost touch with everything in my life.  I have lost touch with myself and some dear friends, I have lost touch with my checkbook and wallet, I have lost touch with my family and God.

    Lord, please help me to be the person that you created me to be.  Help me be the loving, caring person that I am.  Please help those that are close to my heart.  Help my family and my friends.  Help Dale out through his new relationship adventure, help Mackenzie out through the tough times at UND, help my sister out through life, help my brother succeed in school and sports, help my dad with his new job, help my mom through the stress of ending a dream of hers, help Louie with his bad habits and getting through school, help me...be me...!

    I wish I knew which highway life was taking me down so I coul plan ahead a little.  Plan for the dead ends, the stop lights, and the yield signs.   God, will you please give me a hint as to what I will be good at and succeed at in life?  Obviously what I am doing right now is NOT working!

     

    These are just some thoughts that I wrote down to get rid of some of the stress in my life...

     

    Forgive me…

    You probably will agree…

    We always have to disagree…

    Will we ever be…?

    Oh Louie…

     

    As you strive for your degree…

    You forget to make time for me…

    What happened to your love for me…?

    Will we ever be…?

    Oh Louie…

     

     

     

    This may sound so dumb…

    But you make me feel so numb…

    Whatever may come…?

     

    What has this become…?

    Where has this all come from…?

    Whatever may come…?

Thursday, 24 January 2008

  • Perfect...

    My life could not get any better right now...everything is going so PERFECT!

    I finally have my best friend back after a semester of virtually no talking!  I am so happy that I have Dale back in my life!  I am so happy that things are pretty much back to they way we left off...but with changed values and beliefs which have made our friendship EVEN stronger!!!

    I pretty much have the best boyfriend in the ENTIRE WORLD!  When I am happy...he is a phone call away...when I am sad...he is a phone call away.  Granted I can not see him everyday of my life, I do ge the chance to talk to him mulitple times a day.  Louie brings out the best in me.  I have never felt so loved.  My parents rarely tell me that they love me...Louie tells me that he loves me more times in one day than my parents have in an entire life time...either he says it a lot or my parents say it too little... I think that my parents say to little!

    Thanks for everything Louie and Dale!  I love you both...in different ways of course! haha!

Tuesday, 18 December 2007

  • When You're Mad

    "When You're Mad"

    It's just the cutest thing
    When you get to fussing (cussing)
    Yelling and throwing things
    I just wanna eat you up
    I don't mean no disrespect
    When I start staring
    Knowing that it makes you madder (uh, oh)
    I'm sorry but seeing you mad is so sexy

    [Hook]
    Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose
    When you make your angry face
    That makes me wanna just take off all your clothes
    And sex you all over the place
    Could it be the lil' way you storm around
    That makes me wanna tear you down
    Baby, I ain't sure, but one thing that I do know is

    [Chorus]
    Every time you scream at me
    I wanna kiss you
    Baby when you put your hands on me
    I wanna touch you
    And when we get to arguing
    Just gotta kiss you
    Baby, I don't know why it's like that
    But you're just so damn sexy
    When you're mad

    Baby, don't think I don't take you seriously
    But I just can't help the fact that your attitude excites me (so exciting)
    And you know ain't nothing better
    Then when we get
    Mad together and have angry sex (I'll blow you out)
    Then we forget what we were mad about

    [Hook]
    Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose
    When you make your angry face
    That makes me wanna just take off all your clothes
    And sex you all over the place
    Could it be the lil' way you storm around
    That makes me wanna tear you down
    Baby, I'm not sure, but one thing that I do know is

    [Chorus 2x]
    Every time you scream at me
    I wanna kiss you
    Baby when you put your hands on me
    I wanna touch you
    And when we get to arguing
    Just gotta kiss you
    Baby, I don't know why it's like that
    But you're just so damn sexy

    Every time you scream at me
    I wanna kiss you
    Baby when you put your hands on me
    I wanna touch you
    And when we get to arguing
    Just gotta kiss you
    Baby, I don't know why it's like that
    But you're just so damn sexy
    When you're mad

Sunday, 02 December 2007

Tuesday, 27 November 2007

  • Why...

    The reasons that I love you...

    You are responsible

    You have made a commitment to me

    You are honest

    You have so much patience

    You are so sunderstanding

    You trust me

    You have amazing communication skills

    You worry about my safety, mentaly and physicaly

    You respect me

    You have compassion

    You are suppourtive

    You are an equal person

    You have a lot of life experience

    You are open

    You care

    and most of all

    YOU LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM!

    Thank you!!! ;)

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  • I wish that things could go back to that one day..that one day when life was so good.  But apparently it will never happen again.

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